Is life worth it?

Hey guys, its been so long since i blogged but thts cause i;ve been busy. I just feel that at this time of the year, we all go tru shit. We all go tru our difficult time. Mayb its cause that at the end rises a new beginning, a new chance to make a better u. I dunno. My life has been like a yoyo pass few weeks i'm not sure how i'm still surviving. Is it me? Or is it everyone? I think all of us are goin tru this. And when look above to God and see that my life is shit, i think, why? Why is it shit? Why do we suffer when we arent reli suffering? Why do we stress bout college image, or where we're studying or wat type of programme we take when others so much more less fortunate than u and me are dying and being tortured day by day. Is it becuz that when we go to heaven we will live in discomfort and they will shine? Why does God do this to us? Some say it is to test our faith. Others say its just a perception of the mind. But what faith is there to test when we have nothing at all. We were born unto this earth not for us but for sumtin greater. We are keepers of the very thing God created. We live because He choose for us to live. He choose that we shld live to serve Him and to be blessed in His light. Do we reli see that in our world today? I think so much that my brain begins to burst. What in the world is the damm truth? We've got so much to believe in and not enough common sense. I think that religion is sumtin that God did not intend. He intended to be worshiped and not let man decide wat is best for man. Look to God and find the answers that we so desperately search for. I think no religion holds the truth. Because there is none. Truth is fictional. We find the same stories being repeated as if it were late night television. Are these the truth? No certainly not because we have no way to verify that. We have no inward force that guides us eventhough religion says there is. We shape our own lives. I think God deserves our praise and worship because He created us and all the things we share. But I believe that God is simple. He is just and faithful. He never leaves us. We perceive His messages and tell the world. But all of them are different. If God was the one who sent those messages, they would all be the same. And they would not contradict one another. I feel that we owe our faith to God, and all human point of views are totally irrelevant. I just say that when we are feeling stressed or lonely. Look to the God which is simple in His true form. Not by viewing the Trinity or by viewing several Gods. Just look to Him and the answer will be there. I promise.

Dhillon